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Sunday, September 23rd, 2007
10:08 pm	Long time, no post Well, I keep posting Myspace blog and have almost forgotten my livejournal! Well, it was a great weekend, had a girl's night friday and it was awesome, we need to do that WAY more often! Only without any stupid boys effing it up. And Jake's birthday was fun fun fun!! I'm not too sure I shoulda had more alcohol...but oh well! Thanks to Brian for threatening my stalker's life, although he started calling and texting me again today. Ugh. Make the freaks leave me alone!!! Other than that I'm just taking life one day at a time, spending time with friends and family, my roommate is super-freaking-awesome. We have quite the bachelorette pad. =) OK, I'm going to bed. Work tomorrow is already annoying me. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 21st, 2007
7:58 pm	Wow So, last night was one of the worst nights ever. First I'm arguing with someone that I don't want to be arguing with, yet having a talk I needed to have for a while. Then as my friend is WALKING home from the lamest bar in Oroville, I drive to pick her up and she wants to see her ex-husband. Well, he was all drugged up and started yelling at us and pushed her down when she got out. I got out to get her back in the truck and he started pushing me. I'm sorry, I specifically stay away from that shit, I have zero tolerance for domestic violence, I've seen enough to last a lifetime. So I FINALLY get her back in the car, they're yelling and he shouts at me to leave, and I look at him and WHAM he punches out my entire driver's window. WTF. I grab my phone to call 911, he takes it and breaks it in half, saying "call the police now Stephanie." Is this a nightmare? Well, my friend called the police, I file a report, I was drunk enough to get a DUI but they drove us home. She's not pressing charges, but damn it I am. He will pay. All of this just brought back bad memories and I'm kind of disappointed in myself for getting into something like this, but I am glad I drove her and glad I didn't leave her. I know what happens when you leave someone with an abuser. Just add this to the list of shit I don't really need right now. Fucking amazing. Current Mood: shocked (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 5th, 2007
8:51 pm	blah blah blah Wow, being on your own is kind of theraputic...it forces you to get to know yourself and grow into more of who you want to be. I'm still avoiding that growing part, but it will come. My life has been as chaotic as it could possibly be lately, I still havn't fixed my freakish tan...and I haven't had a day that I haven't driven for at least an hour in a while. Of course there are good changes in my life, ones that I am making cautiously and taking my time with. If I just take things one day at a time it will all be OK. I hope everyone is having a great summer, probably more exciting and fun than mine, and that's wonderful. I get to see all my family this month, so happy about that. The wedding is in 2 days HOLY FUCKING SHIT. It's gonna be beautiful. Well, I'm off to clean and fall asleep watching Harry Potter. Some things never change. Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 10th, 2007
8:26 pm	The Return So, it looks like I'm moving back to Oroville, grrrrreat! No, I decided to ditch those losers who were taking forever to find a place with, and my best friend's little sister wanted a new roomie in her cute lil apartment in Oroville. It's a great price and she will be a super roomie, so I said YES! I'm excited, but sad that I'm leaving Chico as my social life will slowly shrink away to nothing. =( I will get to hang out with my family and Oroville friends more, and save them and me on gas money! I'm not sure about work yet, or school. =) I'm thinking about applying at th jeuvenile hall as a counselor and just making crazy money (while working crazy hours) and waiting a while longer on school...I could also try to transfer to the bank here, but who knows? DOn't know if I will like it...But anyways, for all my Oroville friends, I'll be living on Grand, woo-hoo! Please don't let me get bored and lose my mind! P.S. I go for all my crazy stomach tests tomorrow, wish me luck! I'll be in the hospital all day. =( Current Mood: excited (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, May 25th, 2007
11:06 pm	Things that make me smile Well, I posted this on myspace, but it's more of a journal type thing... Well, I was thinking of all the crap that's stressin me lately, and I decided to counter that by thinking of things that make me happy and writing/typing them down. If typing them down is a correct phrase...? Don't care. Flowers, any and all flowers. In a vase, bunch, field, or picture. Puppy kisses. Glitter. Sliding. And being safe of course. Flying. Snowboarding, and feeling the wind on your cheeks. Newborn kittens. Turning my headphones all the way up. Staring at the clouds. Staring at the stars. Napping in the shade on a warm day. Playing defense in basketball. The sound of a good hit in baseball. Dancing for hours in the bar/club with my friends. Until we are sweaty and know everyone's name, and know where the cute guys are, and creepy guys are dancing so we can avoid them and "save" each other from them. =) (and no one on my friends list is one of those guys, promise!) Reeling in a big fish. Curling my hair for hours. Running. Balancing my checkbook, lol, seriously. Having a good convo on MSN. Spacing out, daydreaming, anytime. Reading Tarot cards. Cuddling. Shopping. The feeling of just having my hair cut or colored. Old couples who have been together for 50+ years and still have that spark. Baby's laughs. Tiny baby fingers and toes. Butterflies. Tattoos. When anyone else laughs. Anyone. When my heart flutters during a romantic moment in a movie or book. Childhood memories. The smell of my dad's cologne in the morning. Camping. Real camping. The ocean, Mendocino mostly. My neices & baby cousin. Family gatherings. Hugs, all hugs! And kisses. =) Cannonballs into cold water. Just dive in! Talks with my dad and Uncle Jay. Reminiscing with my brother. And Andrea. Family guy jokes. =) Any jokes. Traveling. There's lots more, I'll probably update this. Sorry if this is boring, but it's kind of for my own purposes, but maybe it will put a smile on your face. I thought of another one...laughing so hard I'm in tears, but realizing that either I'm laughing at nothing, or something that's not really that funny. And the little quotes on Starbucks cups, and fortune cookies. Current Mood: chipper (Comment on this)
Monday, May 14th, 2007
11:30 pm	Broken Hearts, Torn Up Letters "Broken Hearts, Torn Up Letters And The Story Of A Lonely Girl" Broken hearts and torn up letters Girl you just can't dance forever If you want to make it better... Her hands are in her pockets And she's scared to look The picture's frozen And she's closed the book Jealousy has only got one friend And Joey's heart was never meant to mend Walking faster now she holds him close The timing matters just to take the dose Empty pockets tell the stories.. And there's no destiny when everyone's your enemy Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone You'll regret it all Living behind your wall And you'll never fall in love If you don't fall at all Broken hearts and torn up letters Girl you just can't dance forever If you want to make it better... The nights are getting darker And the wind is cold The summer sun Has now become so old Her closest friends Were never meant to fade With all these dreams That didn't make the grade Close the doors but never look inside Time will tell if all your love has died Empty pockets tell the stories... And there's no destiny when everyone's your enemy Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone You'll regret it all Living behind your wall And you'll never fall in love If you don't risk it all Broken hearts and torn up letters Girl you just can't dance forever If you want to make it better Broken hearts and torn up letters Girl you just can't dance forever If you want to make it better Times like these won't last forever... Close the doors but never look inside Time will tell if all your love has died Empty pockets tell the stories... And there's no destiny when everyone's your enemy Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone You'll regret it all Living behind your wall And you'll never fall in love If you don't fall at all You'll regret it all (Broken hearts and torn up letters) Living behind your wall (Girl you just can't dance forever) And you'll never fall in love if you don't risk it all (If you want to make it better...) Broken hearts and torn up letters Girl you just can't dance forever If you want to make it better Times like these won't last forever... No real particular reason for the song...just something I can relate to right now...and I'm stuck on it. Current Mood: blah (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, April 27th, 2007
1:12 am	Figured I'd even it out... So I posted a couple blogs on Myspace, and I was like damn, should put it in livejournal. Life is just hectic lately, and I feel like hiding out but can't. I'm a mixture of sad, happy, angry, and stressed...mostly stressed. But whatever, I always come out on top, with a lot of hard work. It seems like everyone is stressed about school, can't wait to join that parade again. I just want to graduate and do what I love...now. =) Well, I'm tired, I suppose I'll write more later. And to read more about life lately I have a few myspace blogs...peace. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 11th, 2007
3:51 pm	Something cool I read today... As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. Current Mood: blah Current Music: white stripes (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 3rd, 2007
8:17 pm	What is WRONG with the world today?! Man, the world is seriously going to hell in a handbasket! Not that I'm pessimistic or anything...but come ON, people have no morals anymore, and never feel ashamed of their actions. When I was a child, my parents were strict on manners and respect...apparently they were 2 in a million. Or billion. But that's besides the point. People need to be responsible for their own actions, and GROW UP! Half the time I feel old, but when I realize how immature people around me are being, I don't mind being mature. Now this sounds all bitchy and what-not, but it just seems like people are behaving worse every day. It makes me want to either crawl in a hole and hide with my iPod blaring and read books....or get a machine gun and off everyone that's a dick (based on my judgement). On another note, work is pretty good...as you can tell it's getting me a little. That stalker comes in every few days but doesn't talk to me because Carlos "the pitbull" talked to him and said he can't go to women for service. Some bitches are tryin to hate hate, but I'm holdin my own. Can't nobody hold me down son! =) We talk pretty gangsta at work, I love it. I'm on 2 teams, both lookin pretty good, our Chico team starts Monday, and it's pimpstastarastic! (new word, invented by me)...Andrea injured herself, her knee, and will be seeking medical treatment...but she's a trooper! She has this thing with running and catching the ball, not too graceful! Oh, and new phrase she created: wrong-duck-dong. use it, love it, live it. I'm starting to hit the bars more...and hang with my girls that I miss soooo much. They've gotten a bit NUTS, but I love them all the same. Hmm, I cut my hair, and I'm a blonde...with bangs. =) They say I look older, so, um, 19? LOL. Easter is coming up, MY FAVORITE HOLIDAY! I'm dying eggs and making baskets tonight...love it. I miss my family, I might be making a trip to the bay to visit my aunt and cousins...need some fam time. Other than that, just livin strong, chillin, illin...whatev. I'm out. Current Mood: crazy Current Music: The iPod-dizzle (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 21st, 2007
4:45 pm	This is totally serious So, I've been at the bank fo exactly a month now, and I already have a psycho stalker, seriously. The odds of me disappearing are escalating. You see, I'm a friendly person, and a lot of the time my eyes attract people, and psychos come to me because I try not to judge people. Well, last Thursday the creepiest one walked up to my teller station, and requested 50 G's. He's 62, from the coastal area, and came out here to buy a couple random houses, cars, and crazy tweaker shit at antique stores. He used to be and archaelogist, gem cutter, and teacher at a few different schools...so he says. He smelled bad and admitted to not having changed in DAYS, as he was staying in Motel 6 in Oroville, and had huge sores on his face from "being bit by a horsefly." Well, after TWO MOTHERFUCKING HOURS of helping him, he left me with a rock and a bunch of random info on gems and shit. He wanted to take me to dinner, and go fishing with Josh and I, but I said no (Shoulda said HELL NO). Friday, after I left work, he called and asked about me, another teller, Matty Ray, told him he didn't know which girl he was talking about, and that we're not allowed to give out info anyways. Then the guy tells him to tell me he's in Motel 6 room 210, to call or come by. *WHAT THE FUCK* is he serious? Matt was kinda short with him after that, and I was not looking forward to when he came in to collect the rest of the cash he ordered. Well, yesterday (Tuesday) he came to get it, I was ushered into the office to hide, and he wanted to wait for me to help him. After pacing outside for a good half hour he decided to get he cash, and then wait outside and inside for another hour. He kept asking for me and they told him I was on a conference call, so he decided to leave me gifts: a HUGE rock, champagne, and an amethyst. He then asked Heather to take my picture, when asked why he said, "For my collection." This is where my real fear sets in. She told him no and he eventually left, but a report was filed by a manager. He came again today, for about 15 minutes, I hid while every male working today watched him and kept me safe. Apparently he's been stalking a girl at the Oroville branch as well, doing all the same things. This seriously scares me my friends, hopefully he goes back where he came from... Current Mood: scared (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 14th, 2007
11:35 pm	Finally developed Good times in Vegas my friends... Current Mood: tired Current Music: powerman 5000 (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 12th, 2007
8:15 pm	A thought to ponder... Does the groundhog sense global warming? It was way too freaking hot for March today. I guess since there was no Spring I won't have to do any spring cleaning...score! And maybe Ronnie will have to come up HERE and visit, as we have a nice cool lake and rivers and creeks, and the desert is hot and icky. Hmmm...glad I bought 2 new bathing suits already, I refuse to be unprepared! Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 11th, 2007
9:41 pm	Another survey...I must be bored. His age: 27 (OLD!) Height: 5'10" How long have you been together? Little more than 5 months How long did you know each other before you got together? 3 months, lol What physical features attracted you to him first? His eyes and his smile when he's laughing and not holding back Hair color: brown with a little gold tint Hair style: Cut short Normal Outfit: Jeans, tee shirt, striped polo, chucks, hat. Underwear optional. ;) Favorite drink: Long Island...or any kind of random beer. He's a beer snob. Favorite shot: Wild Turkey Favorite Flower: None really...he doesn't care about flowers How serious is it: Well, we live together, have a joint bank account, and have pets together...so I guess you could say it's pretty serious. We sort of jumped right past the 6 months phase. Do your parents like him: More than they like me...=( Damn. Do his parents like you? They already hear wedding bells. His dad begs him to knock me up and his mom will probably have the wedding planned before we even think about getting engaged. Do you trust him: Hmmm, yeah. He does stupid things sometimes, but I just find them funny and I doubt he'd ever really do somthing wrong. Would you share a toothbrush? If he forgot his while we were camping then yes, otherwise no. Does he let you wear his pants? Um, I guess, I wouldn't though. They don't compliment my big ass...I do wear his sweat pants to bed sometimes. Do you have a shirt of his that you sleep in? Not specifically...but I wear random shirts of his to bed sometimes Do you like the way he smells? Yes. What bothers you most? He's kinda bad with money...which I'm trying to change. And he tells me the same stories quite often. Does he have a temper? Eh...he doesn't really blow up. He gets real quiet and I wait a lil while and talk to him about it. We never end a day mad at each other. Does he/she embarrass you in public? Unlike most people it's kind of hard to embarass me. I find the humor in all his stunts. He still tries very hard to embarass me, but he won't win this one! Does he/she have any piercings? Nope...don't think he wants to either. Does he/she have any scars that you know of? Yes....he gets hurt a lot. His worst would be the one from his stomach surgery. Is he a partier, or does he prefer to stay at home? Both. He really enjoys doing both, but going out depends on who we're with. Some people can be party poopers for him, others bring out the partier in him. Is he outgoing or shy? LMAO, outgoing, very. Would he hang out with you and YOUR friends? Yes, but he doesn't completely like all of my friends. They can kind of be a handfull sometimes, and he doesn't like the scene they hang out in. Does he sing? Um...sometimes with the music. Does he wear boxers/briefs? Boxer briefs What is his/her favorite color? Green! Current Mood: bored (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 10th, 2007
3:03 am	Dammit, Ronnie tagged me... you have been tagged, write a post with 10-15 weird, randomthings, facts or habits about yourself. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, list their names and why you tagged them. Do not forget to leave a comment that says you are 'tagged' on their last entry and tell them to read your latest post. 1.) I can lick my tonsils...no applause please. 2.) I have smoked weed...and inhaled =D much unlike Bush...NOT. Liar, again. 3.) I play WOW, but it's mainly Josh and Jake's fault...and Barb's. 4.) I love SoCal, but live in NorCal due to convenience.(Don't convince Josh to move there!) 5.) I like pink, despite my hatred for those teeny boppers who obsess over it. 6.) I can shake my eyeballs back and forth. I know, it's weird. 7.) I have played softball for 17 years...which makes me OLD. 8.) I'm scared of DROWNING, but not really water...I love water, I'm a pisces. 9) I still have a couple(relatively) years of school to go. 10.) I will be a blonde in the near future. 11.) I have no grandfathers (living...and I didn't really know them when they were). 12.) I have been to Germany and Spain, and shall return again...soon? 13.) I think Brian is hilarious...almost ALL the time. 14.) I got coaches award my senior year in basketball...I miss elbowing biatches in the face. 15.) I love Josh...a lot. =) And I don't care about those who hate mushy stuff...because you know how awesome he is already. I wanna tag: Josh, Mike, Dave, Jesse, Brian (2 Comments |Comment on this)
1:57 am	Up too late drinking on computer... I am drunk and at home right now, with my boyfriend...what could be better? =) And Vanilla White Russians, my thugs 4 life. We're talking trip to SD soon...looking forward to sunshine and good times in the desert...and vacation from work? Yes, please. I love Josh...FYI. Current Mood: chipper Current Music: NIN-Closer (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 4th, 2007
11:52 am	Ugh Well, I'm cleaning the apartment and packing to go stay in Sac town for the week. It sucks sleeping alone, especially in a hotel room! =( Maybe I'll take the cat...make Josh sleep alone! We went to see the site of the wedding yesterday, Keith's aunt is soooo nice and their house and yard are beautiful! Great choice for a wedding. And their cat is a lovely 22 pounds, as soon as I develop those damn pics (including the Vegas ones) I'm posting them! Well, I hope everyone is well...after this trainging Josh and I are trying to find a good time to take another trip down south, woot. Have a good week everyone, I'll have to come and catch up on Friday. =( FUCK TRAINING! Current Mood: busy (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 1st, 2007
6:07 pm	Why you gotta hate? Well, work has been going great, I'm learning so quickly (which is no surprise, I usually catch on fast), and everyone there SEEMS pretty awesome. Or so I thought. Today Andrea told me someone was talkin shit to the district manager saying all her and I do is talk and I refused to do something for them when they asked, saying I was already doing something. Well, 1. Andrea is TRAINING me, so when we are talking she's teaching me something, and 2. If I was doing something invoving a customer or something more imperative than the task they wished me to do, then fuck them I don't have to do it anyways. BITCHES. So tomorrow the DM is coming, I get my own drawer for the first time, and I have to impress the hell out of him. And make it known that I am pissed at the little backstabber that said something. I know most jobs are like this, and these people are everywhere in life, but I was just telling Josh the other day how cool everyone was, and I thought it was a group of people that got along very well. Eh, fuck em, I guess my judgement of people isn't that great...I have Anne Frank syndrome when it comes to that, "Despite everything, I believe that people are really good at heart." Each day there's someone out there to prove me wrong! SO QUIT BEING ASSHOLES PEOPLE! =) Hope everyone had a good week. :P Current Mood: bitchy (Comment on this)
Monday, February 26th, 2007
5:06 pm	My 10 Favorite Things About Vegas 10.The World's Largest Thermometer (Baker...) 9.Zzyzx Street 8.Drinking consistantly for 10 hours straight, and not barfing 7.My dew rag-I keeps it gangster. 6.Stacks of Hooker Collector's Cards =) 5.190 Octane. 4.Towers of beer. Bud Light preferred over Fat Tire. 3.Ronnie slapping Josh while he was nakie in bed, and Josh not waking up. 2.Walking around with my drink in hand, wherever I want. #1: Meeting Ryan Dunn in person, and getting my picture taken with him! Overall Vegas was as much fun as I think one could fit in just a weekend. Maybe we should make it 4 days next time...? It was an outrageously awesome group to go with, Ronnie and Adam are offically the only two who could keep up the first night and are my new two favorite people to drink with. I feel kinda like we didn't do anything other than drink, which is pretty much true, but it's hard to go out in the day time when you're hung over. =) It was good seeing everyone again, makes me want to take another trip to the desert....hmmmm. Not driving though, that shit's exhausting. (10 hours home yesterday.) So, back to normal life, work was long today but I didn't wear heels and it made it 68% better. Hope everyone has fully recovered and is glad to be back to regular boring life. Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 15th, 2007
1:54 pm	It's all coming together... So, in one week we'll be getting ready to drive to Vegas. I am so stoked, and the bank called so I start Tuesday and they're giving me a dollar more than I asked for. They're also OK with me going back to school this fall, which is doubley awesome because I can park there and walk to school, saving me meters and an ass-load of parking tickets! That reall bit me in the ass my freshman year. I've been playing WOW more with Josh...which is kinda fun because the people we play with are hilarious, and I kick people's asses. Slaughtering=fun. Just 4 days til my burfday, lucky number 22. Looks like dinner with everyone, but no getting tanked because I work the next day! Hope everyone had a good Valentine's Day, especially Ronnie. =) See you all in VEGAS in a week...unless you're not going, and then I'll be thinking of you but probably won't remember it. Current Mood: hyper Current Music: the sound of hide and go seek (4 Comments |Comment on this)
1:29 am	HowManyOfMe.com There are: 15 people with my name in the U.S.A. How many have your name? (Comment on this)